I'm Just Going Through the Motions

Been busy. School, life, love, fighting, getting along, missing, having, changing, staying. Ya know the usual.

I've been so distracted, about everything lately, I just can't focus. Then again I'm not really sure that I ever even had a solid focus. It's another hard Tuesday. I went grocery shopping this morning, without Chris, that was hell. I had to try and maneuver two carts at once and one of them was very full. It sucked a lot. Watched some Inuyasha, cause Chris bought me the first season the other day. We are almost all the way through it. It's sad though because the other seasons are like $100. See now, I got distracted here too, I just spent a half hour looking at all the coming soon movies on Wal-Mart.com. DAMNIT! I need some drive, I need some focus. I'm not even sure where things are in my life, it seems like once I get a good plan and things are a bit stable. BOOM! Everything is messed up again and I have to sweep it up again into a neat little pile. I'm always a mess it seems. Ah well, I try at least. I'm bored of this now, so I'm going to actually try to get some school work done with those little maggots outside yelling and making annoying noises.