Untitled Until Furthur Notice

Shit has been crazy lately, it's been a constant mix of trying to get school work done and trying to fight back the horrible feeling of loneliness that I feel every night as I sit at home alone in my apartment and often ponder my life. I love my husband and I am so thankful for all the hard work he does for me, but damn does it get lonely. School has been going well, they have been pretty easy on us these first few weeks which is nice because I don't really want to spend all my nights sitting there reading boring human relations shit or trying to figure out my communication type. I talk people tend to listen, what the fuck more do I need to know? No, I know that is stupid, but it was fun to say. This class just isn't any fun, and I know that there are going to be some classes that I don't really like, but what fun is it if I can't bitch about it some where?

The one saving grace for my lonliness is my friend The Erik. I often visit him when I don't want to be home alone. Chir asked me the other day if I was mad at him because I was always so lonely, and I never even concieved of it to be his fault. It isn't. He is doing the right thing and I love him so much for that. but I am visiting the home of The Erik so now is not the time to finish this post...later tonight.