Things

Just because I like to have a couple of drinks I apparently become this horribly different fool just because I get upset about the normal shit that I get upset about. I was saying something and then I was being ignored, so how is it that I can be accused of "just being drunk" when I get upset about being ignored. Oh my look at me being all fucking horrible. I don't know what to think about the people in my life. How can I be a fool and be acceptable? I don't like being a fool and I don't ever want to be a fool, so I don't think that people really like me when I am a fool. Just because I am the kind of person that doesn't like being wasteful, I'm going to finish the rest of my vodka and that is it, I'm not going to drink any more unless my friends want me to drink with them. I don't want to be a fool or act a fool, but now, since I've been placed as "drunk" no one wants to talk to me any more. Life is this.