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It's funny how we can get so wrapped up in something that we just don't think about anything else. I wanted to blog, but realized that I really have nothing on the front of my brain that is interested in popping out. Of course if I sit here and start I know things will come, but back to what is on the front of my brain. School. Math in particular, to go even more in with the specifics I have a midterm exam due by Sunday and I feel like I'm a kindergartener just learning how to count. I'm currently at a 93.24% in that class which means if I drop below that 93% I wont be on the Dean's List this term and I will be absolutely crushed. My goal for each class is not to go below a 95% and I have succeeded so far in College Writing with a 96.11% and in Intro to Graphic Arts with a 100%. I cried when I saw my grade drop below that sacred 95% in Algebra. A lot of people have accused me of being to driven and even crazy (Note: I am crazy, no denial there, but not about school.) I figure, if I'm not hurting myself or anyone else then what is wrong with being obsessed over having good grades? One might argue that an obsession of any kind is unhealthy, but I don't care much this is my future job that I am preparing for, plus I'm paying out the butt for this schooling.
Chris is as always supportive, but he has been upsetting me lately. I understand that he works a lot and it is hard for him to come home and do the dishes everyday, but the dishes haven't been completely done in over a week. When I'm super busy all night trying to get school work done I don't want to have to wash dishes just to get my dinner. Very frustrating. Once again if he didn't VOLUNTEER to do the dishes I might not be so upset, but he made a funny point about a friend of ours today that I don't think he knows applies to him as well. He said something along the lines of "Well if he/she wants to be taken seriously about the things he/she says then they need to do what they say." Oh I agree very much, people should be of their word. I hate having to figure a person out based on their actions because words to most people mean nothing. It's harder than just hearing someone and it makes me feel like I can't trust them.
A bit of yayness happened today though, I went to the post office and I got Chris's Valentines day present, I am so pleased that it came on time. I have it all wrapped up and everything. I really hope he will love it. I also made some other things for him that I hope he loves as well. He is going to make us a yummy steak dinner on Valentines and I'm so anxious for it. I've been wanting to jump the gun and have some steak now, but I know that I have to wait.
We have to go grocery shopping on Saturday and I'm not really looking forward to it this time. I just don't like shopping for groceries as much as I used to. I have realized something. People think that I like shopping even though I have expressed otherwise many times, so I know why now. I just simply need to explain to them that it isn't the shopping that I like, it's the fact that I get to get out of my house that I am holed up in all day almost all week. However somethings do not fall into this category, such as volunteering. I get out of the house, but I HATE doing it. It goes by so slow and sometimes I have to work with people that don't even have half a brain and that sucks. I can deal with these people nice enough and all, but I already don't want to be there and now there is dumbness. ACK. Never makes for goodness.
Well Chris is at work and he just called me, so I'm gonna talk to him now.
Chris is as always supportive, but he has been upsetting me lately. I understand that he works a lot and it is hard for him to come home and do the dishes everyday, but the dishes haven't been completely done in over a week. When I'm super busy all night trying to get school work done I don't want to have to wash dishes just to get my dinner. Very frustrating. Once again if he didn't VOLUNTEER to do the dishes I might not be so upset, but he made a funny point about a friend of ours today that I don't think he knows applies to him as well. He said something along the lines of "Well if he/she wants to be taken seriously about the things he/she says then they need to do what they say." Oh I agree very much, people should be of their word. I hate having to figure a person out based on their actions because words to most people mean nothing. It's harder than just hearing someone and it makes me feel like I can't trust them.
A bit of yayness happened today though, I went to the post office and I got Chris's Valentines day present, I am so pleased that it came on time. I have it all wrapped up and everything. I really hope he will love it. I also made some other things for him that I hope he loves as well. He is going to make us a yummy steak dinner on Valentines and I'm so anxious for it. I've been wanting to jump the gun and have some steak now, but I know that I have to wait.
We have to go grocery shopping on Saturday and I'm not really looking forward to it this time. I just don't like shopping for groceries as much as I used to. I have realized something. People think that I like shopping even though I have expressed otherwise many times, so I know why now. I just simply need to explain to them that it isn't the shopping that I like, it's the fact that I get to get out of my house that I am holed up in all day almost all week. However somethings do not fall into this category, such as volunteering. I get out of the house, but I HATE doing it. It goes by so slow and sometimes I have to work with people that don't even have half a brain and that sucks. I can deal with these people nice enough and all, but I already don't want to be there and now there is dumbness. ACK. Never makes for goodness.
Well Chris is at work and he just called me, so I'm gonna talk to him now.
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