Nervous/Excitement
Well I just installed my Microsoft Office for school and I'm starting to get nervous now, it's only 4 days away and I'm wicked anxious. I know it'll be great and I'll be ok, but it's starting in already. I'm also worried about more pressure from my probation officer to finish my community service right away...she really needs to lay off. I have 50 hours total to do and I've done 12 so far, and I still have 9 months to finish it. I plan to do the rest of my time at the food bank, and just not get any food. That will take care of it pretty quickly and it's only 3 hours twice a week. That wont be to much for me to handle I would imagine. Damn this stupid anxiety. It is so mettlesome in my life. It seems like no matter how much I try to fight it, it finds a way to win anyway.
Much better news though is that I got my Diploma in the mail yesterday!! I was so excited, I was looking at all the return addresses to see what I had and I saw Lewiston Adult Education and I ran inside and dropped all the other mail on the floor and tore into the envelope carefully of course ;) and inside in all it's beautiful glory was my Diploma! I was so happy, I called every I talked to that keeps current with my life and told them all. Everyone was very happy for me which was awesome, I had a sort of excited high going on for hours. Course Chris wanted to go to sleep and ruined it cause he is a poop head :p. Then something also very cool happened, When I called and told my brother Tony, we chatted for a while and then I said ok well I'll talk to you later and he said ok and I said bye bye and he said I love you!!!!!!!!!!!! He hasn't said that to me since he was like 5!! I was so happy as soon as I hung up the phone I started laughing/crying, so I called my mom and told her and I had to saw it like 3 times because she couldn't understand what I was saying through all the laughing and crying. She was very happy to hear that and I think she might have started crying too. I told my grandmother after that and she did the crazy laugh she does when something great has happened, so I was filled with happiness and excitement yesterday. I'm just glad I didn't crash back down to the other side of the emotional spectrum.
That was my happy day yesterday! I got to run errands with Cindy in the morning and I got my first bottle of hydroxy cut to start on my weight loss program which was also a huge part of my excitement. I'm so happy all these great things in my life are falling into place! I'm also selling 2 kittens very soon, so that leaves me with one more to sell and that's great because they are driving me nuts! Well Chris should be home soon, so I'm gonna go get some breakfast ready. Bye bye now.
Much better news though is that I got my Diploma in the mail yesterday!! I was so excited, I was looking at all the return addresses to see what I had and I saw Lewiston Adult Education and I ran inside and dropped all the other mail on the floor and tore into the envelope carefully of course ;) and inside in all it's beautiful glory was my Diploma! I was so happy, I called every I talked to that keeps current with my life and told them all. Everyone was very happy for me which was awesome, I had a sort of excited high going on for hours. Course Chris wanted to go to sleep and ruined it cause he is a poop head :p. Then something also very cool happened, When I called and told my brother Tony, we chatted for a while and then I said ok well I'll talk to you later and he said ok and I said bye bye and he said I love you!!!!!!!!!!!! He hasn't said that to me since he was like 5!! I was so happy as soon as I hung up the phone I started laughing/crying, so I called my mom and told her and I had to saw it like 3 times because she couldn't understand what I was saying through all the laughing and crying. She was very happy to hear that and I think she might have started crying too. I told my grandmother after that and she did the crazy laugh she does when something great has happened, so I was filled with happiness and excitement yesterday. I'm just glad I didn't crash back down to the other side of the emotional spectrum.
That was my happy day yesterday! I got to run errands with Cindy in the morning and I got my first bottle of hydroxy cut to start on my weight loss program which was also a huge part of my excitement. I'm so happy all these great things in my life are falling into place! I'm also selling 2 kittens very soon, so that leaves me with one more to sell and that's great because they are driving me nuts! Well Chris should be home soon, so I'm gonna go get some breakfast ready. Bye bye now.
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