College, College, and more College

*sigh* Well I have been up to my ears in applications, scholarships, grants, and financial aid paperwork for the last 3 days, but I'm to excited about going to school to care right now. I took 2 of the 5 final GED tests that I need to complete to recieve my diploma. Hhhmm, I like the word diploma it has a nice ring to it. I can't wait to see how well I do on my GED tests. I think I totally sucked at the first part of the math, but I did well on the second part, so I guess I'll have to wait and see how I did on those. I was thinking about maybe going in tonight to take the other 3 tests, but I have no idea when I'm going to sleep. That is kind of an important thing. Unfortunately I have been sleeping at night lately, so I'm worried about what will happen when Chris has a night off and I can spend some time with him. I only hope that I am able to stay awake for him. I miss spending good quality time with him. All we have had for time for the last couple of days is a couple minutes here and there, so it's nice that we got to spend some time together this morning. My admissions rep just told me that my student advisor will be calling me today, so I may just go finish my testing today. I figure if I'm not getting any sleep any way why the heck not. I'm just excited about getting it all done and started, I've been wanting to get my GED done for years now I just never had the proper drive before. This is all so great, I'm truely happy about something for once! Chris says he is happy for me and I believe it, but I think he is bitter about not going to school first. Honestly I think this is God's plan, this is how it's suppose to be workig out. There have been numerous signs to tell me that that is true. Oh well I guess I'll just go with the flow and hope he isn't secretly mad about it or anything, I mean he is the one that pushed me to go ahead and do this now. Not that I didn't want to because believe me I did, and obviously do very much want to do this.