The Bright Side

So I realized that every time I look to the bright side and see things in a different light I always have to be reminded that things suck. I didn’t get to go out on my super fun photography trip. It got canceled…twice. I suppose things can’t go good for me for more than a week. I’m just wondering what I could have done that was so bad. Chris assures me that I’m just being crazy and everything is ok, but I don’t know. I’m sad all over again and I’m depressed and well, sad. Things are so strange in my head most of the time. I can be logical and know how things should be, but it’s so hard to actually combat the craziness in me. I just want to scream most of the time.

I’m watching Buffy and it’s so sad because it’s the disc after the one that has the musical on it. As some of you know I lost that disc, so it’s terribly sad because I want to watch it so so bad. I’m tired and I don’t care to blab about my problems any more, so I’m going to go do some chores, since I’m the only one that does them.